This scares me.
It scares me because I am in love with someone else,
it scares me because this might hurt you,
because this is complex and round and flat and bumpy,
because there is no clear outcome or a path or a plan or light at the end of the tunnel,
because at one point on of us will fall for the trick.
All of these fears are multiplied every single time I think about how my recklessness, attitude towards these things and approach to life are way more powerful than my fears.
Now tell me, is there a way out of this?