The Big Black Ball of Hate

A big black ball of hate has been formulating inside my gut over the past week.

I will be ready to throw that up on you face in a few weeks' time. Once I do that, it will be evident for everyone, even random strangers you meet walking down the street, that you are hated that much by someone. And you would have to live with it for the rest of your life.

You get to live with the feeling that you have let go of this, without thought, without compassion, without the slightest considerations of other people's opinions and/or feelings.

And selfish people, they get a big black ball of hate soaking up their existence.