Sunday, May 30, 2010

كل يوم

فأنا لااتأثر بتفاصيل الحياة اليومية
التى من شأنها إثارة أعصاب الجماد من حدتها
كل ما يثير سخطى و عدم رضائى عن طريقة سير الأحداث هو عدم وجودك اللحظى عندما أشتاق إليك
هو عدم مباتك كل ليلة بجوارى
هو عدم مثولى أمام محكمتك العادلة بل محكمة الذين لايعقلون
فما يثير سخطى ليس الفعل و لكن عدمه

Sunday, May 16, 2010

Damage Control

But what should one do to protect another aganist the routin that keeps attracting a self into what's acceptable or normal (conformity)?
what should I be doing negative to the wheels of life that keep grinding you into (form) until you shall no longer exist like I know you, like I love you.
And you?
What would you be able to do that could counter all the aggressivness the world throws at me, all the hate and repulsion.
Our weapons, are they strong enough?
Will they last long enough?
Maybe, just maybe, if you contained me and I contained you we'd make it through.
We would define ourselves within our world(s).
If you will stand next to me,
I will stand next to you.
Aganist all norms.
I promise.

Wednesday, May 12, 2010

Yesterday I fell in love with you all over again


أتوسل إليك
ارسل لى من يحتوى هذا الجسد اليابس
الذى يمرر الروح فى تمهل ممل
ليقتل كل ما يكونها
فى انتظار موحش
أو مماتٍ أعمق

Sunday, May 9, 2010

Co- Feeling!

You insist that you never wanted me in any other way and I believe you.
You never thought of me in that light and I never thought I could believe.
Without proof, further investigation, further negotiation. Without words.
I believe you. I do.
Even when you are distant, even when I am loud and vague.

The Beatles. Local Bands. Long walks. Book-talks. Red. Dark Stair ways. New. Sea. Night. Words. Songs. No friends. No interventions. No stories to tell. Firsts. Rebels. Silences. Laughter. Childhood stories. Imagination. Anything to eat. Selective taste in food. Clothes. No clothes. Who was who. Dates. Cold feet. Hold your hand. Shock. Insight. God. Existance. Agnostic. Liberal. Conservative. Judgmental.Radical. Apathetic. Khalil Gibran. Instrumental. MUN. Poetry from your lips. Nothingness. Unity. Light. Absolute truth. Belief...

Sunday, May 2, 2010

دون مبرر

و تخشى فنائى
إلى فنائك من قبلى
لفراغ روحك
و تملل الملل منها
فأنا من اعطتك خلودك
فلا كون لك بعدى