To Be Sure

That look, that look you shoot to announce your control over what’s to come. That confidence that surrounds your presence. Those eyes reflecting your strength. That haircut, those lips.
Your suspicion about my behavior around you, your concealed unease.
Is that enough?
Are those words meant for what they are?
Isn’t it our time together yet? Isn’t it enough?
How long does it take to melt your heart?
To defuse within your dreams?
Dare I think of thoughts crossing your mind while thinking about me?
Must I imagine something untrue again?
How many nights does it take to be sure?

Red

She teaches and she preaches,
then goes breaking all the rules.
She says and demands,
And you obey among other fools.
Fulfill a quest after the other
Deny what she has done to you.
You never fell under her spell
And those eyes never captivated yours.
It was all your choice
You willingly surrendered to her charms.
She thought you knew better than to challenge her,
Mistaken,
Triggered,
She approaches the prey, a sitting duck.
Now the sounds in your head are blurry
And the wine you sip is too sweet to be true.
Tomorrow the glamour fades away,
All what’s left is the thought you held someday
Of her being submissive to all your ridiculous plays
Tired she lays after winning the game,
Waiting for the next fool.

I didn't cease saying the right things.
We just stopped connecting on the same waves.

The Random SMS

Time is so slow,
Slipping one bit by another
Until we have none of it left
But that's not happening today.

Correct Me If I'm Wrong

They want to see you in one context and one context only.
They don't care about your happiness and favor serving their own ignorance through their perception of your actions.
They just need time to adapt and meanwhile they don't consider your reaction to their plan.
All I need is inner peace.
I love you just the same.